Long distance isn’t great, but with you it isn’t so bad either.
If there is one thing I am sure of after a few weeks of this is that before you I let myself settle. Every single time I sold myself short. Thank you for making me feel beautiful, just by being myself.
I love falling in love with you.
because even though I still hope that one day soon I’ll get a text from you telling me you realize how much you fucked up, each day here is getting easier
Song of the Day - September 18, 2011
Title: It’s Gettin’ Easy
Artist: Dear and the Headlights
Album: Small Steps, Heavy Hooves
“In this act I’ll disguise those dead eyes
Stretch tight the lips
A glistening gum line
Mouth curtains pulled I shine
My yellow stage light smile
Distracting dancing puppets on short saliva strings
So you’ll find comfort in a lie
My over-bite clenched, set in place
Like a stack of polished, bright white dinner plates
Hand in my pocket
Straight jacket mind, yeah
It’s gettin’ easy
I wish I had a single thought
The least bit legitimate enough
To open up my mouth and spit accuracy
It’s gettin’ easy
In this act I’ll disguise those dead eyes
Lay flat the tongue
Let the supplement slide down
Everything is fine!
And my brain is cloudy, leveled out
The pill, dissolved, it’s flushing out
Everything I care about
And not replacing it with anything substantial
So I’m on my hands and knees
Like a martyr callin’ out his final plea
The executioner looks exactly like me
It’s me!
It’s gettin’ easy”
